Frustration!!

This has been one of the worst weeks we have had in a while. Drake has had one meltdown after another for over two weeks now! I spoke with his doctor at last appointment and we thought that a change of schedule maybe making things difficult for him. But, now I am starting to think that we may be experiencing side affects from the meds. It has been three months since he started them and I think that they may just be getting into his system. There have been numerous times in the past week that I have sat in the floor and just held Drake and let him cry. This is s breaking my heart and I want to know what to do to fix it. I think it also makes things harder for my daughter. She never really says or does anything in the midst of these breakdowns, but she sits quietly and watches him. It is also very hard to not get frustrated. Then with the frustration comes overwhelming guilt that I am frustrated with a child that cannot always help his actions. I realize afterwards that I am pissed at the OCD for doing this to my child. I am so ready for the cognitive behavior therapy to begin. I am also going to call the doctor first thing in the morning. Hopefully help will come soon!!!