Proud of Myself!!

I said earlier that it is hard for me to let my kids go and do things with people other than my family. Well, tonight Addison went and played with a friend and Drake went to Vacation Bible School. I was supposed to pick Addison up before I took Drake and I thought we would hang out until he finished. This would have helped to pass the time and keep me occupied. Well, Addison's friend didn't get to pick her up until a little later and he mom wanted Addison to go bowling with them and hang out until Drake finished up and I could come and get her. Then, I had to walk Drake into the church that we go to and left him there!! This was horrible for me!! I had to fight every urge within me not to walk back in there and pick him up. But he had an awesome time and so did Addison. So, here I sit at ten minutes til eleven watching my babies sleep and thankful that they are back home with me. So, today I made baby steps but I can assure you that it won't be easier the next time and I will probably freak out again and again!!